Thursday, May 19, 2011
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Alright.. i hope no one reads this blog anymore.
cause i've forgotten my wordpress add..
been so long since i last blog. so many feelings inside of me.
i wish i could tell u that i love you..i wish you know that i have nvr stopped loving you
and i wished i've faced that truth long time ago. been running away. I want to get over you.
i need to i guess.
So many phrases.. words.. actions of you lingers in my head.. as some situations occurs
mostly sweet. although the part at tanglin still hurts the same.. as it did the very 1st time
i still get the shaky legs.. the upset stomach and the unease feelings when i think abt it
i rem every single part of it like it was yesterday. it still hurts and maybe thats why i still love you.
and prolly will nvr stop. I don't want to dwell on the past.. but i can't help it. the only thing i can do is
to nt let it affect me too much.. or act on it. its tough.. damn tough. i never knew i can have such strong
feelings towards another..Maybe to you its suay that you had to be the one. for me.. i'm glad. i don't even
know why i love you. and i think being as friends is better than anything else.
i've always act like i'm ok.. i'm alright.. but deep down i am not.. i feel like i'm breaking apart. and i'm
just standing by watching part of me die. no one can save me.. or maybe i don't want to be saved. i live
in self pity secretly. i never wana talk abt my problems much because even i myself cannot handle.. it
i cannot not cry.. when i think abt much less talk abt it to others. And i wonder how long i can hold up
this front. things seems harder to bear now.. no qns.. that i hate betrayal.. cause it hurts so much. it really
does.. and i know aft all these.. i can nvr trust another.. in order not to torture myself or another.. i decided
that i don't want to get into a relationship. and Pei.. got alil worried.. and even mention to try to matchmake
her friend.. to me.. lol i was alil shocked.. but yea. it was funny. there were times that i wana.. close myself up
and not let anyone contact me.. but then that means disappear from FB.. from sms.... and all.. i don't know if i
can do that. I'm considering ...
i don't even know why i'm posting this.. or what this post means.. but i guess my emotions are running way
haywire.. cause i suddenly don't feel sad.. and i have no idea what i'm feeling now. i'm patiently waiting for the day
that i go crazy.. and kill myself or die.. either way works fine. :)
| The.Goodbye. 5/19/2011 01:31:00 AM |
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Wednesday, September 29, 2010
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FUCK YOU KERRIE TAN
Seriously! Even a piece of shit has more integrity than you!
Fucking backstabber! So fucking yaya abt being a manager then when you make a fucking mistake admit it, rather than trying to push the entire blame to other people fucking pussy! And backstabbing is bad enough you even try to get people to be on your side to go against me! Trying to get my booth sup to go against me! They know who is doing work and who isn't! Are you sad that they did nt agree with you! Are you sad that they aren't on your side at all? And infact they told me what you said immediately aft you finished stabbing my back!
Seriously people do not think like how you expect them to think! Don't think your words means alot to people! If you cannot think doesn't mean other people can't! Next time you wanna cover your ass make sure you know how to! And just to let you know, your act of backstabbing has disgusted most of the gate managers! You think you very yaya right you think your right? Go ahead only people as blind as you will believe in you.. Fucking stupid bitch! Afew Of the gate managers complain that when there is prpblem Can't get you! No wonder they always call me or Zhiqi or Jennifer and Kim! And afew of them also mentioned that you can't take stress! Say they call you but you didn't pick up and hung up on them. Don't worry I bitch her I don't bitch to them.. But I agree with them when they are complaining!
Next time you wanna yaya your the manager than prove that you can act like a manager.. Don't handle some small fry ppl and come into ppl's booth and say they don't call me the ticketing manager for nothing.. Your only making a fool out of urself and giving the Sistic ppl more thing to say about you.
And last but not least!! Many ppl in Sistic hear abt your bad name! Knows your character! So curry favor only becomes a joke! Get a life! And oh the gate managers is gona have a dinner outing without you! Your not gona be invited! And FYI the gate managers msg me and told me that they think I'm not at fault regarding that case you backstab me with. You ruin your own reputation. Don't blame it on others!
If you don't have the guts to carry the shit. Next time don't act like you can.. Fucking laughing stock. Pussy
| The.Goodbye. 9/29/2010 02:11:00 AM |
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Friday, June 04, 2010
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OMG OMG OMG
PLEASE STOP STALKING MY BLOG!
NOT HAPPY WITH WHAT I TYPE YOU KNOW WHAT GO START A BLOG BITCH! GO BITCH ABT IT ON THE BLOG BE MORE FUCKING CONSIDERATE! STOP MAKING IT A FUCKING TEAM THING YOU THINK WHAT? CHEE BYE KIA FUCKING SELFISH WANA MAKE THIS STUPID SHIT A FUCKING BIG DEAL GROW UP LAR CHEE BYE HOW FUCKING OLD ALRDY STILL LIKE THAT. NOW I ALSO JUST FOUND OUT YOU TWIST PPL'S WORDS COME ON LAR SAY PPL YOU LOOK AT YOURSELF FIRST MAN ALWAYS AND FOREVER GOSSIP ABOUT PPL!
GO FIND SOMETHING ELSE BETTER DO IT THAN STALK MY BLOG LAR ITS MY BLOG I WRITE WHAT I WANT I WRITE WHAT HAPPEN NOT HAPPY COME AND TALK TO ME DON'T PUT ON YOUR STATUS AND ALL CHEE BYE.. WANA ACT TOUGH THEN BE TOUGH OR YOU GONA ASK YOUR MUM CURSE ME ISIT. SINCE YOUR THREATENING ME ON FB! BETTER MAKE SURE YOU CAN DO IT! DON'T ALWAYS JUST USE YOUR MOUTH TO BITCH ABOUT PPL. IF YOU JUST STOP YOU WILL PROBABLY FINALLY HAVE SOME GOOD KARMA LEFT.
fuck up. for the last time stop stalking my blog! if u refuse then be ok aft you read not send some threatening note on FB.. GROW UP LAR!
don't understand what the fuck you want. you wana tell the whole world then GO AND TELL THE WHOLE WORLD LAR! RIGHT OR WRONG I DON'T FUCKING CARE! GET A FUCKING LIFE LAR!
| The.Goodbye. 6/04/2010 12:44:00 AM |
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Tuesday, June 01, 2010
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Feeling a lil random..
Mood to blog...
Can't really slp.. maybe cause of gym this noon.. keeping me up..
Can't believe i did like 13.5kg of weights(for each side:Total-27kg) for assisted bench press. Although it was just 2 counts.. lol but man it felt good! WAHAHA power push..! my highest used to be 10kg each only.. 10/11counts oh well whatever!
You know sometimes gossips isn't spread by me.. like how i didn't Tell Roger nor did i tell steven.. is ppl who knows tell them.. so what can i do? i'll just Wah lau why you tell them? But well... i mean you only gossip when u think its bullshit or its crap what was said.. most of the time isn't it? well so yeah.. And now even the new girl knows.. Cause they were talking abt it at the GYM! why? why? Its was done! over! I've seen her true colours and i've decided she is a hypocrite that i don't want to have anything to do with.. why everytime must say? I know i know her mouth is like a gossip tap.. i Guess since her previous team what.. she complained about ppl saying she dun like them.. or look down on the pacer.. well must have been the same case.. she must have gossip abt ppl.. like how she gossip abt me or fel.. condemn on our power and fel's supposedly cannot follow stroke problem... i would think she got her nose up high too.. so well i just guess its just her .. just cannot shut that trap of hers.. and i shan't be bothered.. How ppl wana think of her i don't CARE! best be NEUTRAL! in the first place i didn't go abt telling the world.. not like some ppl who told practically everyone.. what a big mouth loser. If you wana gossip fine. but use abit of brain.. u think everyone will protect that mouth of urs? You think everyone like me bo chap? come on lar.. you think your the angel and i'm the devil? oh come on.. don't be a joke. And whats that about u telling ppl you 'volunteered' to cox..so can relief yeo? i REM VERY WELL you told me eve ask u if u wana be.. then also eve told me she got asked u.. (don't forget i was very close with eve for a period of time) i just didn't wana say anything about it. I don't know what you trying to prove.. if your a good person ppl will notice.. don't need to say it out.. Its just wtf.. knowing ur words are like turned and twisted at times.. just prove how 'good' a person you are isn't it?
There has been peace and quiet in the team recently but i have a feeling it will soon be destroyed! Alot of stupid qns will be asked.. like DID YOU MISS ME?(sorry ppl bitch to me abt it also.. they were like... :'its ok if u asked once.. but she asked like SO MANY TIMES AND STARE U BIG BIG IN THE EYES AND ASK U AGAIN .. THEN SAY Sure or nt') And prolly say why your nvr ask me out! or WAH LAU NO CALL ME(just fyi.. i'm not the only one who thinks this is irritating.. apparently ppl also do that expression of you to make fun of u at times.. we all agreed that sometimes we feel very pressured to have to call you along) Its just how you appear to ppl.. i didn't make that of you nor... say that of u.. its just a known fact.
Well what i'm saying is i guess.. i'm quite bitchy.. lol but u know sometimes u can't help it? and i dun wana say to bitch to the team so i choose her.. CAUSE VERY LIMITED PPL knows this blog.. like basically.. only clare/pei/samm/Val/my wonderful gang of friends knows this blog. and hence i blog very openly! besides this blog has been so quiet i know alot of ppl doesn't check this blog anymore! Well just needed a space to bitch liked i said i bitch on the blog bitch to my friends who doesn't know me. for that i think i'm better at handling this stupid shit. i bitch to ppl who aren't involved so nt to make things difficult or try to get sides.. wherelse... u.. well we all know who u bitch to so yea..Next time not happy say to my face.. don't tell me ok its nothing and yet go ard telling everybody... hypocrite! when i apologised and explained why i react like that and wasn't happy with your actions.. you could have done the same right? instead u choose to tell ppl ur ok with it and turn to the back and take knifes and start stabbing.. what a 2-face..
The biggest joke was u started gossiping to the person u started a gossip about and seriously that turned alot of ppl off and they started looking at u different.. I rem about the coxing thing.. saying she keep saying she got mens. blah blah blah sayin unfair ppl also wana cox wana rest blah blah blah... abt the 5men crew medals.. aiyah its just very duh...... like ok so now u so desperate to get ppl on ur side that you resort to talking and bitching to her? and you calling ppl whiny.. well i know its not me.. but i know who say is whiny.. rem words travel!!!!!! and the person knows u say that abt her.. its very uncalled for comment.. You don't see ppl saying abt your qualities do they? But well now there are lar.. i mean all cause u go and say ppl(which is me for this case) PPL SAY SO MANY YEARS OF EXPERIENCE.. YET LOSE ON TIME TRIAL TO SOMEONE WHO IS LIGHTER THAN HER.. AND ONLY ROWED FOR ABT 3MTHS! well by now u shld know the girls always look at personal performance and will know all these.. they all kept quiet until what u said.. so yeah like i said.. next time dun make all these comments.. it will only stir up more unpleasant comment that will backfire on urself. Bottom line stop ur nonsense gossips. ITS A TURN OFF! TURN OFF! TURN OFF!
And oh 1 more thing... u know on my b'day i've nvr asked anyone for any gifts.. i've nvr ask anyone to buy me anything.. don't have the cheek to.. When i got so many presents i was shocked! and really really happy esp the macaroons cake! the POSTER! of 'The Scream' the MJ CD! a nice bottle of wine! and a nice treat at Waraku with all my lovely teamates! it was nice i enjoyed it.. even without the gifts it would be very very lovely! BUT yeah when you actually said.. CAN YOU REQUEST YOUR B'DAY Present i was like.. erm.. and seriously no one replied you either!!! didn't u get the hint and u still asked a few more times.. Well so far i dun really have much friends who request their own b'day present.. one person i know off is nt exactly my friend and i think she is a wtf person.. her attitude and everything lar. she gives crappy gifts and expect good gifts.. so yeah.. crappy.. just like how my b'day u no give me gifts and yet ur asking one from me.. -_-|| i mean i will give.. i'm not so calculative.. but to actually asked for it.. was... -_-|||x10000000 And well i'm not working so i'm not exactly rich to get you any nice stuffs.. so we all came up with the idea of making something for you.. so yeah me samm and fel did it up on that day cause we didn't have the time when we said (u still like Wah ur do so last min...-_-|| CB lar woke up early to go over samm's place to do you still kp.. fuck that very moment i was like wtf.. a waste of my effort for this person) But did i tell ppl abt what u said? NO I DIDN'T nt even till now.. Well not saying i'm the good person here.. cause don't worry i've nvr tot i was good.. i'm freaking evil if i'm provoked.. so yeah.. i'll do bad things sometimes just to defend my friends or get revenge.. i'm not perfect.. But at least i'm not a foul mouth like u who cannot shut ur trap and make gossip start abt ppl and also at the same time gives ppl ample chance to make gossips about u.. Well what comes ard goes ard.. i really believes in this and this is a clear example! so there SUCK IT! AND SHUT THAT TRAP OF URS!
and oh for the happy stuff! - Going to Gym on Thursday! heh heh heh heh.. Well QH asked me to go.. although i wasn't keen.. cause Ah Lam asked her.. well it was wed. so i said no cause i didn't wana train with PLK So i told QH no.. then she say ok wait.. she ask Ah Lam again.. then she tell me ok Thursday.. so i lan lan ok lor i'll go in the evening.. abit sian cause Tamp evening very pack.. one... but yea but well i love to gym! so yeah happy day hopefully! gona ask sharifah too later! Jean too! Sebast too! haha its just funny how QH just now at the Airport keep saying .. me gym gym.. gym.. gym.. when i say poly clinic.. long Q must wait very long then she say ok what better than always gym.. then she look at me.. -_-.. then also when ask hows my job hunting i say i'm redo-ing my portfolio need to add more stuffs more of my recent works.. then she say yah do it.. better than always gym.. -_-||| but now she ask me to go gym... -_- siao lar her. But yeah Gym day is always a happy day for me! soo yeah lets think happy! :)
ok signing off..! i love my Friends! PPL i treasure! love you guys to bits.. really!
| The.Goodbye. 6/01/2010 03:34:00 AM |
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Saturday, May 01, 2010
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Ha ok Vainpot moment!
My right ARM! lol
no photoshopped ok!
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I'm still piss whenever i see u i can only see a huge H hanging over ur fucking head and that means ur a fucking walking hypocrite.
The sight of u makes me sick. Seriously.. The thought of ur character.. makes me irritated!
| The.Goodbye. 5/01/2010 12:55:00 AM |
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Friday, April 09, 2010
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ok since this is my blog i got every right to vent
to bitch since its ur mouth and u have been bitching.
Firstly fuck you.. u 2 faced hypocrite..
last time bitch to us abt KW complained abt her and yet
now u bitch about other ppl to her. fucking 2-faced
2nd u go ard bitching about me still talking about things
that happen at CNY yes i may be the 1st one who sent out
the msg to SAMM.. but seriously your behaviour was uncalled for
its my fault to send that and i did apologised and i apologised
a few times.. but what i said was only true to what i felt and end up
u bitch to alot more ppl than i did.. even to ppl like amirah.. seriously
what u trying to do? build troops and gather ppl on your side? is that why
u kept wanting to drink coffee with WL? go ahead lor.. u wana make a whole
scene go ahead i was nvr this sort of person and i wun fight with u on this
go ahead and gather ur groupies i know the friends i know in DB are not stupid
and can think for themselves one.
what you said:
*when anyone of us win.. ur reaction is 'WAH LAO EH. in the face'
and once you commented this "WAH LAO EH YOUR KEEP WINING MY MONEY
LATER NO MONEY PAY FOR THE STEAMBOAT FOR YOU ALL' this sentence really
sets me off.. seriously.. we are sharing the steamboat what! n previously
when u COMPLAINED ABT IT FEL ALRDY SAID SHE WILL PAY FIRST!
in the 1st place u were the 1 who WANTS TO PLAY MJ! U WERE THE ONE WHO JIO
THE MJ! AND I WASN'T THE ONE WHO WANTS TO PLAY MONEY AND I REM VERY CLEARLY
YOU SAID YP WANA PLAY MONEY IF NT SHE WUN WANA PLAY.. SO FINE PLAY MONEY LOR
I AM OK WITH IT ONE. IF YOUR BROKE AND YOU THINK THAT YOU CANOT LOSE.. THEN IN
THE 1ST PLACE DUN PLAY LOR.. MOST OF TIME ME FEL AND SAMM PLAY AT YOUR HOUSE..
SINCE WHEN WE PLAY MONEY?
in all my years of playing MJ (i started when i was 16/17) 1st time i really
play until... i actually feel that its wrong for me to win the hand.. really
u get stare at and talked loudly at. if your upset about losing its understandable
its only normal... but.. taking it out on other ppl is just plain rude.. no PAI PING!
then next time dun play.. or dun play with money. if wana play with money.. must be
prepared to win and lose.. where got ppl always win one? i win now but i play with my
friends i lose most of the time also.. but i also no grumble.. no luck then
who can i blame? its just MJ what.. got win got lose.
then nvm this is just the MJ part.. 1st-ly u invite ppl to steamboat.. we are all grateful. when me fel and edwin stayed over.. and helped u do the rest of the
grocery shopping and helped out with the cutting of veges.. and preparing the stuff
i was pretty glad that fel and edwin was very auto abt helping out.. altho they duno
much about what to do.. but to me its the tots that count.. but i wasn't happy with ur attitude towards them.. JUST CAUSE THEY DUNO HOW TO USE YOUR CAN OPENER U LIKE PEK CEK WITH THEM AND COMMENTED, YOUR GO AND KEEP THE MJ SET LAR. i was like.. wah need to like that nt.. they helped out in cutting and plucking the veges.. ur attitude was uncalled for.. seriously.. ppl helping u.. don't take it for granted.. not asking u to be grateful but in the least dun be rude.
Just FYI.. i know when one of them heard have to pay for your steamboat.. the comment was.. huh wah steamboat still need to pay.. i go ppl house also no need to pay one lor..then i replied and said.. must understand this time round alot of ppl so cannot expect her to pay for all mah.. then ok lar the person say true also.. and JUST FYI.. SHE IS THE ONE WHO ASKED ME IF I CAN ASK IF THEY ARE WILLING TO PAY CAUSE SHE PAISEY TO ASK.. -_-|||
Then nvm during the steamboat day.. when ppl start coming.. u KEPT ANNOUNCING YOU LOST 35 DOLLARS IN MJ YESTERDAY.. its fine really but yeah soo ppl start asking who win the most.. and its me.. and all was like.. wah win the most so any contribution.. and also say wah chris.. win money ar.. li hai leh.. win so much sia.. biggest winner sia! Its as if i'm out to kill.. wtf.. then i know i told jean and Fel aiyah the money i win i will contribute to the steamboat lar.. but the real reason is u lose until so bui gam wan i also dun wana take the money lor. I BUI GIAN THE MONEY LOR SERIOUSLY!
Then at the end of the day when collecting money.. also ask me to collect.. ask me to count so aft calculation everyone is 8+ lar.. then WL was helping me to collect..
then she said aiyah round it off to 10 cause abit hard to change ppl money also.. then i was like yea true make things easier also.. so end up there is an extra of 20+ on top of the overall spending and wl say ok lar cause we use her electricity and the gas
so when the money was collected.. i hand it to her lar.. and i told her there is extra but dun need to change us back.. then her reply was.. 'AIYAH ALL THESE MONEY ALSO GO BACK TO MY DAD WHAT!' i was abit stunned by the reply.. in my heart i was like.. erm.. ok what else u expect us to do? pay u more? or what cause we alrdy did! i duno lar but i was just shocked at this kind of reply.. i mean if u so bothered abt the money.. then why make things difficult for urself by hosting.. or worse invite SO MANY PPL! if you wana host then be a good host.. dun host until like that.. no one will blame u for not hosting.. no one will say eh why she dun wana host.. NO ONE WILL! you nice to everyone but u show all these to afew of us.. seriously 2 face only..
And yes like i said its my fault that i sent out that msg.. but i only sent it to samm why? cause samm is leaving what.. she wun be in the team and make things awkward! but well for u, obviously dun think so what u choose to tell those ppl in the team.. and i couldn't stand it.. so i told WL AND PEI... they are the closest to me. And also in the msg i told u what i felt why i was unhappy and i apologised for my behaviour and attitude.. and everything but you nvr once think that ur wrong.. ur msges was saying this is u i not happy then so be it.. all these was ok.. fine its ur character.. but lastly when i asked u if u are ok if not then fine i wun talk to u so nt to make things more awkward.. but ur reply was ur ok with all these its over and all.. i still got the entire convo msges.. the good thing about iphone.. one thing i will say.. i tell u straight what i wasn't happy about.. and that's it.. but u, u pretend everything is ok and go behind n stab me in the back.. if u want to tell ppl that i bitch abt u.. fine its true.. but u.. ur no better than me.. ur a hypocrite...
And you all think the bitching stops here? noooooooo~.. so wrong!! i will tell you.. what else she bitch about.. she bitch about our another teamate.. Quote-ing this "SO WHAT IF SHE IS STRONG.. HER STROKES ARE SLOWER THAN OTHERS!" yes the person she bitch abt is none other than FEL.. she is ranked 3rd for the female.. well i didn't bitch with her on that.. cause seriously FEL IS STRONG LOR! come on lar.. she proves it with her score.. time trial is good.. ergo is good running is good.. sit up damn good.. and u actually can say her.. well this one i nvr said it to anyone.. cause i can only imagine what will happen if word gets ard and fel knows it.. gona be really bad! well and if think this is bad bitching there is actually worse.. one.. she brought in this guy name is Seng chye.. they are like close friend since secondary school n yet she bitch abt him in one of the worse way.. she, quote 'he is a bai jia zi'.. u know i was shocked when she said that.. to me.. then nvm she continue to say his money all from his parents.. her so called good fren.. and thats how she bitch abt him and apparently not to me only she told this to quite a few ppl.. come to think of it maybe i shldn't be surprise if she bitch abt me or anyone of us..
And i wana say i'm glad that there are ppl who feel very unjust for me.. say who are they to say such things about me.. quote: one come training but always dun wana row..
and another quote: please lar since 1st day ***** and me have alrdy told her there is something wrong with her stroke who is she to correct ppl's stroke.. i'm sure your stroke is better than hers! Quote: Come on The score speaks for it self, your time trial is so good.. this kind of thing where can deny(i rebutted saying the wind was kinda on my side).. and yes maybe wind was at your side alil.. but at that time when u take the trial.. its aft a session of training and a super shagged day.. of amazing race and waking up damn early to prepare the race.. while the rest took the trial on a sat aftnn.. with no prior aches due to training. Quote: Her time trial time chui lor! FYI all these are quote by others who knew abt it.. wasn't from my mouth.
And just to say i didn't make this a team problem.. it was her, she n the rest was the one who go ard talking and telling ppl in the team bitching abt me.. and say that i talk so much but when i train i dun put in effort dun pull my own weight.. and it doesn't take a genius to know walls have ears.. and ppl talk, some ppl hear alrdy dun feel good cause they find it to be unfair to pass this kind of comment.. and hence they come and tell me.. but well you know what.. it may be true that i prolly don't pull much of my weight.. but if i don't neither do you guys.. simply by judging of time trial.. yes some of them will say.. they small size have to pull such heavy weight. but fyi ur light so u overall still pull a much lighter weight than ppl like me.. i hve to pull my heavy weight.. and also coxwain and balancer weight.. if u think that i dun pull my own weight.. then fine.. neither are you guys then.. you want to pass this kind of sweeping judgment make sure ur qualified to don't let it backfire you.
And now this has really become a TEAM PROBLEM.. but yeah when ppl ask me i say remain neutral pls.. i dun like this kind of 'attention' dun need this kind of shit. Let her do what she wants.. i know if i got put in effort and i know the impt ppl recognise that i'm improving, its good enough.
What goes ard comes ard.. and how true is this sentence.. so seriously have to watch our back.. u nvr know what a person can do, when the knife will be on ur back.. it just take some 'shit' to happen and there goes the knife.
| The.Goodbye. 4/09/2010 03:11:00 AM |
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Friday, March 26, 2010
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been awhile..
nothing much to say.
MR500 tmr.
nt exactly excited.
Cause my thumb is in serious pain.
but nonetheless i will do my very best
as i've made it to the 1st boat..
rowing ladies and mixed boat.. 500metres
ALL the best to PLK and only PLK.. the rest of the team
can eat our backwash.. PUI! lol jk lar
ok i gotta figure out.. what to do with the thumb. sian-ed.
thats about all.
and oh.. FUCK YOU CHINA PPL WHO ARE RUDE!
YES FUCK YOU! FUCKING NO MANNERS!
GO BACK TO YOUR FUCKING COUNTRY IF YOUR RUDE
DO NOT CONTAMINATE OUR COUNTRY! AND DON'T MAKE MORE
PPL HATE YOUR COUNTRY PPL HERE TOO!
FUCKERS! I HATE RUDE PPL!
| The.Goodbye. 3/26/2010 10:26:00 PM |
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Sunday, February 28, 2010
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I asked the book of answers if I shld go Macau..(although I alrdy said yes)
the book reply it's gona be great. . .
I am having doubts alrdy.. But the books says otherwise
| The.Goodbye. 2/28/2010 04:14:00 PM |
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One
not feeling well
but I wanna clock perfect attendance
sigh.. Wha am I doing to myself.
| The.Goodbye. 2/28/2010 09:09:00 AM |
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Thursday, February 25, 2010
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My mood is at a stage of 'i don't even know what's going on'
there are times of up and times of down.
Many of not used stage to get over.
and Making a really hard decision.. to go macau..
Ty to samm who ask me to JUST GO LAR! n don't think so much
so means hard training.. committed mindset.. no play play
mood.. cause this race is not like SG race.. its really
much tougher competitors! International!.. and 1 country is
only allowed to send in 5 teams and we are one of them.
well just hope for the best. :)
CNY has been pretty good i guess
cause i got to see a person's true colours.
Being nice to offer us her house for steamboat..
(in her heart she is thinking she is doing us a
Huge favour! and we shld appreciate it)
When playing MJ and when she is losing she says things
like this : WAH LAU YOUR WIN WIN I NO MONEY TO BUY FOOD
FOR YOUR ALREADY LOR. (FYI we are sharing the food)
This really piss me off.. its like wtf. i mean seriously
is this how u play host? infront of ur guest who actually
help u ask everyone if they are willing to SHARE the cost,
Even help u go market to buy the rest of the food TOGETHER!
sorry but its just outright rude.
I mean i understand one will surely feel not happy when
losing money.. but that obviously doesn't give u the right
to scream at your friends.. and say things like : WAH LAU WIN
AGAIN CAN YOUR DO BIGGER NOT 1 TAI GAME.
sorry but a person with no Piah PING.. = no Ren ping.
i just don't feel happy that i am being talked loudly at
while playing MJ and ESP when i GAME!
If u cannot afford to lose.. then don't play or at least don't
play with Money.. i wasn't the one who wanted to play nor the
one who wanted to play with money. If u play n lose don't grumble
moreover scold ppl(whether u mean it or not, its rude to tell them off
when they game and even more RUDE TO TELL THE PLAYER BFORE U WHAT
TILES YOU WANT!) like that mite as well i give u the money we don't play
sua. Fuck up. Never feel so fucked up in a long time.
Just FYI, we all paid extra for the steamboat and when we gave her the money
i REM what she SAID : AIYAH ALL THESE MONEY ALSO GO TO MY FATHER.
i mean.. hmm what is she expecting, to earn from us? i don't know lar but
yah thats what i feel(i may be wrong).. well we all paid about 1dollar+ extra
there are 19+1 ppl( i paid 2 shares cause i won money)
Next time don't host if ur broke! no one asked u to host. u asked ppl.. if your broke
definitely understand but don't give black face when lost money and all
then dun gamble in the first place! really lar what kind of Attitude is that?
The Last time i host something at my place was a small gathering of Wii at my house
selected ppl are invited only cause of time and space constraint! and i prepared
EVERYTHING MYSELF! I COOKED SPAG! MADE CHEESECAKE MADE THIS BACON WITH MUSHROOM THINGY!
THEN MEI2 HELPED WITH ONE OF THE DISH! And nope i did not ask any of them to PAY!
we played till late at night jammed and all.. and i clean up everything myself! no grumble no nothing! In fact i was happy! I always think thats how a host shld be isn't it? and not like invite us.. we owe u and that we shld be GREATLY GRATEFUL to u.
CRAP SHIT. and OH BTW.. PPL LEND YOU NEW DVD.. DOESN'T MEAN THEY DON'T NEED IT BACK AND U CAN TAKE UR TIME TO WATCH IT. MY DAD HAVEN WATCHED THE DVDS YET SO BE MORE CONSIDERATE AND FASTER WATCH AND RETURN. OR AT LEAST BE LIKE SHEILA SHE AT LEAST ASKED ME IF I NEED MY DVD BACK URGENTLY.
ARGHH. FUCK UP LAR
| The.Goodbye. 2/25/2010 10:01:00 PM |
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Sunday, January 10, 2010
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This post marks my 1120 post!
as usual nothing much to blog about.
so lazy to blog about my life now.
Its pretty much the same
Met up with Samm for shopping and movies as usual.
Had quite a great time rowing at Penang.
Although the competition was pretty unfair.
But at least now we know how unfair it is. LOL
Had a great time at the apartment too! But shopping
was really limited. about the Same as SG.. nothing cheap nor special.
Food wasn't fabulous either. lol but overall still a fun trip.
Good experience rowing outside SG respresenting our Club. :)
But some Singapore Team had some problem and injury.
The SIM School team.. one of our friend (JIA JIA Ex-national rower)
Got HIT by the paddle ON PURPOSE by the Malaysian Team.
and one of their ppl (either drummer or rower) ear got hook by
the hook that team brought down as battle weapons.
(now u know what i mean by unfair) BTW the Team is PAC WEST. HOOLIGANS
Hmm Then we had a break .. FINALLY! from rowing.. about 2weeks only lar.
Moving on to Xmas.. Spent Eve with Flo.Jamie.edna.huiying.eunice.hengjing.sokyan.Can.Clar.and many more Flo's friend.. lol
at EastCoastChalet. it was fun! we did night cycling! Gift Exchange! n Watch TV. and played some Stupid games! and some of us watched Sunrise!
Then Christmas day was slping at home.. aft the chalet! then came boxing day. PLK celebration.. As usual we went to a teamate place and gather.. we had secret santa.
i bought for Samm..we played.. Rock band on PS3. then chitchat.. eat.. then we head off
to Zouk to club.. and saw how our V.Captain got High.. quite a sight. :)
Then Came NYE!
some of our teamate went clubbing.. but i have this 'tradition' no clubbing or crowded place during this kind of holiday Eve and all.. so a few of us.. went to ECP
Samm.Din.Zee.Sheila.Clare.Mei2 I brought the wine and bought some drinks... Me samm and Zee had NYE dinner at Jack's Place. then YP.WL.Derrick came to ECP and surprised us(They bluff us that they were still in Aussie thou') i think its really sweet altho felt abit cheated.. lol but yeah at least they put some thoughts into it. lol they actually came from our party just to surprise us about 12am. So sweet of them :)
then aft that we headed to Simpang Bedok to eat our first meal of 2010.. until about 3+4am.. then me n samm went to Zee's place with sheila and we watched L word until morning and went home and Concuss-ed LOL
Then came 2010 First PLK training.
ok lor.. sama.. but we recruited newbies.
and got this girl.. Qian DA. claims our training not tough enough..
But when we doing 4KM(non-stop) row she stopped a few times.. then
she cannot keep up with our rate causing Din to keep hitting her Paddle.
And Race Set.. she STOP!(Excuse was contact lens move)Its.. BCS(BasicCommonSense)
that during race set u are not supposed to stop.. be it your hitting other ppl's paddle
on your left or right. or ur nose,groin,hair,mouth,head,leg,eyes itchy or ur shades fell off.. u are not supposed to STOP! PUI lar. really.. PUI!. then lastly RUN...
CMI.. then tell eve.. got running phobia.. wah lau.. i cannot run.. 1 cause i hate running.. 2nd i have weak knee/knee bone problem. i admit i lazy also. kns lar she.
See how long she can tahan.. almost the whole team know her pattern alrdy. LOL i feel so bad though. LOL
And oh!.. not forgetting.. me n Val's Midnight Tradition of going Mustafa..and driving around.. :) might be doing it again tmr :) it was fun bro!
Although we seldom meet and rarely talk but we are still as close as ever :)
this shows.. good frens dun need to always be together.. its the friendship that matters. :) glad you are my friend! Same for everyone else.. Flo.jaime.edna.samm.pei.clare.sheila.wl.the lists goes on n on :) u guys rawk! made my 2009 splendid :) love u guys!
May 2010 be a great Year for all of US!
PS my New year Resolution is to remain a non-smoker! Its 1mth and counting since i last smoked! Gona keep this Promise! and also go training like i did when i first started too.. lol put in more effort!
| The.Goodbye. 1/10/2010 12:10:00 AM |
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Wednesday, December 09, 2009
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Penang tmr.
And We are brand as the Penang Warriors.
First time going oversea, sort of representing a country and our club for a race
(for both me and PLK)
They say Penang race is like a mini SG regatta.
I say we are gona go and do our best!
Choppy water conditions, unpredictable weather.
Nervous, i am. without a doubt.
I know it is gona be an experience i will never forget.
But the sea is no man's friend. that i am worried.
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Packing, 3 pairs of footwear+1wearing there.(all 3 for race, sandalsX2 and booty)
Haven decided if i shld wear jeans or berms there.
Haven finished packing tho'
Thats about it. if nothing goes wrong. will be back by mon.
Till then.
| The.Goodbye. 12/09/2009 11:21:00 PM |
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